Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Today is THE Day

My due date of my first pregnancy. I am sad, my heart hurts. But I still feel the same as my post below. That baby gave us the most amazing gift of knowledge, to provide a safe place for its brothers and sisters.

Today I got a barely there line on my HPT, I am 6dp3dt. I will not believe it yet. I don;t know if its real, or my mind placing it there because I want it so badly on today of all days.

I miss my baby, and I am desperate for these 2. PLEASE universe...let this be IT.


  1. I'm sorry this is such a sad day, but hopefully that line gets wonderfully darker very quickly and everything that you know now gives you a happy healthy baby next year!

  2. I'm so sorry that this is THE day. But I'm pulling for you and a darker line!

  3. Are they really making you wait 8 days for your beta?!
    I'll be praying that this is the one for you!

  4. They really are...I don't get it. I will be the equivalent of 18dpo on beta day. If I get positives this weekend, I am going to call them Monday to see if the want me to come earlier.
    not sure why they wait so long for IVF betas!

    I am doing ok with today, better than I thought I would.

  5. I'm thinking of you on your sad day today.
    I also hope that little line gets darker and you have a wonderful pregnancy. I'll be thinking of you.

  6. I had a faint like at 9 days as well - I think this is a great sign for you!!!!
    Im thinking of you also on this tough day!

  7. sending hugs. hoping and praying with you. remembering with you.