Wednesday, April 8, 2009


why does this hurt (emotionally) as much as my miscarriage in February. I know I was pregnant last week, I felt pregnant, I had the + pee stick (which may now just be a rare false positive with a beta of Zero)

I thought it would be harder to actually BE pregnant after that loss, but I was really excited and looking forward to showing that it can work, only for it to fail, again.

I just want to cry but there are no tears.